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|  | Currently Watching She's the Man (Widescreen Edition) By Amanda Bynes, Channing Tatum, Laura Ramsey, Robert Hoffman, Jonathan Sadowski, Alex Breckenridge, Vinnie Jones, Julie Hagerty, David Cross (II), Amanda Crew, Jessica Lucas (II), Brandon Jay McLaren, Clifton MaCabe Murray, James Snyder, James Kirk, Emily Perkins, Robert Torti, Lynda Boyd, John Pyper-Ferguson, Katie Stuart see related |
aaaaand now summer is over, or at least it will be Monday.
Now one ever reads these anymore anyways . . . | | |
| i am constantly paying to make myself fatter. i spend my free time watching pointless television. i think and ponder a lot . . . on myself. i could go on and on about all the things i do wrong or how i waste my time, but who wants to read that?
God would. He searches the depths of my soul. He knows my deepest longings, my darkest thoughts, my worst fears. He cares.
I want change but how much do i honestly desire, long, hunger and thirst for a change that can only be made by a holy, righteous God?
my spirit is willing my flesh is so weak
but this life will not end in weakness it will be a song of praise and victory glory and honor to the only One who deserves it who is righteous enough who is holy enough who is enough period | | |
| I want more friend time. I miss random, spontaneous, picture-taking fun. I feel like all I ever do is study these days, and for what?! I mean, I'm not in college to get an education, right? just kidding - studying is good. i guess it's just really hard for me to find a good balance. gah! how am i ever gonna be a good mom of 4 or 5 kids if i cant even balance school, work, and friends in college?!
here's a really good fun, random pic: six freshman girls squished in the back of a security truck being hauled up from the freshman parking lot, because girls cant sit in the front with boy drivers! haha

random realizations: insight to my thoughts
1. i have a very strong hermit inside of me, and when given the chance to be alone, it goes absolutely wild. it scares me. 2. almost every semester since i have been in college, I have gone up a pant size. cool. 3. my mind and thoughts are so impressionable. my head is pretty much unscrewed revealing a naked brain, unless i purposely guard it. 4. hmmmmm . . . same with my heart. actually it's worse with matters of the heart. 5. sometimes my desire for an earthly romance overtakes my desire for a heavenly romance. 6. i care what people think of me, yet in so many situations, I have no idea what they really think. 7. my head hangs in shame more than it feels worthy to look into His face. 8. i have more leg room under my desk right now than i ever have in my whole life. 9. i want love - His way. 10. i want to give love - His way. 11. i actually say "sweet" instead of "cool" these days. ha
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| Through the frustrations hurts dissappointments failures laughter smiles battles joy pain
Through it all . . . . He is on His throne Sovereign Lord King of Glory HOLY HOLY HOLY is He
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